uncertain love

hey all about a yr ago i had my heart break, and forgave him, but after that i decided i dont want to date again until i think i've found 'mr.right' . the relationship mainly didnt work becuz it was a distant one. now im going to thailand as an exchange student for 11months in august. so my goal is to not 'fall in love' and stay single until i got back then continue looking again. but of course recently i have fallin for someone even tho i didnt want to i cant help it. i dont want to try get closer but deep inside i know i want to. after the last time im scared of being in a distant relationship idk if i cud go through it again like last time. but my heart isnt listening to my thoughts.........its jus frusterating especaily since i dont think he likes me that way and he may be relocating to a new job and then id never see him. i guess i hate feeling a lost love before it even got the chance. i need guidence in wat to do next or wat to do and i fi shud jus leave him even tho i dont want to .....help please

Hello 'me'

asking God to cleanse you from all sin and bad judgments so that you can see what He did for you at The Cross and by trusting Him and what He did by His Blood will realise that the Crown of Thorns were for all evil thoughts and wrong decisions so that you can now receive the 'Mind of Christ' a mind that is teachable by Holy Spirit and learn the ways of God and get into His Word. May your eyes then be opened to decisions you should make around you and on the path you follow so that you can see God's Will for you and be able to do it

James
His Blood cleanses from all sin