Hi Nely
There are times when i have felt as though God was a million miles away. I went off sulking and was dwelling on my self pity. I even found myself locked away in my own place, my own home, my own room, my own cave. Then I saw thunders and lightnings and terrible disasters and whirlwinds and extreme conditions. None of these noisey booms were God's Voice, I find Him in a whisper. So warm and so Loving and Pure and Innocent and Divine. He then told me that He had never ever left me. He told me that when He first found me He had stayed to His Promises that He would never leave me or depart from me. It is just that I had let my own perceptions and deceiving misconceptions drowned out His Loving whisper. It was me that had put my hands over my ears to His whisper of Love and searched for the out-of-tune-kerrang-and-noise-of-the-world over His so Pure and simple, well, 'LOVE.'
I then got on my knees and bowed towards Him and said sorry. He got up and hugged me me with tears of joy in His Loving Eyes. and He put His Arms around me so that we could start over again, even as though we had never, excuse me, even as though i had never departed from Him. Newness New all over again. And do you know what? His Love is new every day......even now.
Peace and Grace and Love in His Merciful Name
James
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