im a believer of God his son and holy spirit , grew up in a christian home, but during my younger years i walked during the wrong path for a few years,and God brought me back to him, he changed my ways in a drastic way , i look back and i'm a different person a better person,than i was before, and i was doing good, but than their was an obstacle that made me trip, an obstacle, that has affected me for many years, i have become weak, felt like giving up but i know God is their with me no matter what and i will never lose faith, but as a human being sometimes the enemy wants to put doubt, fustration, and a lot of weight on top of you making you feel weak andabout to faint, i still havn't given up and still will continue to believe and continue fighting, but God i reallly need you , you know my situation, you know my furture, just please help me get through this!!!!!! i leave everything in your hands this is something not in my control, im scared but in the end it's up to you and i know that