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            <title>stuck and feeling let down (1 reply)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ i'm 23 years old still living with my working class parents in a very humble home and i'm greatful for my parents generosity. i graduated with a fine art degree as well. however recently i have begun to feel that i'm stuck, i don't earn enough (full time) as a care support worker in a drug and alcohol re hab to even begin to think about moving out. bills,car, rent etc etc when is my life going to begin? i have a beautiful girlfriend who i want to provide for in marrage, yet i can't afford none of this. i'm not a spendaholic i am sensible with money yet all what i earn flitters away. and to make matters worse the clutch has gone on my car only a week after spending over 250 pound on it! i pray to god i read his word i listen for him in church. please pray that i seek guidence to begin my life and have finacial assistance.<br />
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thankyou to all who read, if not maybe god will hear me.<br />
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blessings<br />
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gary]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Gary Cedeira</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Fri, 03 Sep 2010 12:42:17 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>life out of control (2 replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ My life is out of control. I have a wonderful wife and ten year old son. My wife lost her job about a year and a half ago. Since then its been getting tougher and tougher. We have a home that we have lived in for fifteen years, and my son has lived here his whole life. He is a great kid, but very quiet and has trouble making friends. He is very shy. Myself, my wife and our dog are his best friends. My bills have been backing up and backing up. Now I think my house is going to get foreclosed on soon. I am under sooo much stress. I haven't told my wife how bad it is. I feel like I failed her and my son. I think I am an absolute failure. I see my wife and son and just break down in tears. Why did I screw things up so bad. I love my family. I don't drink,smoke or do drugs. I work and go home to my family. I wish I could get a second chance. I just can't get caught up. Every second I am awake I am stressed. I feel like there nothing left. I blew it. If my wife and son lose our home how will I be able to live with myself. I can't even explain how I feel. I wish I was never born. Then I wouldn't have screwed up my wife and son's lives. They both deserve more. I just don't know anymore.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Joe L</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Thu, 02 Sep 2010 17:33:25 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>daddy i need you! hear my cries!:( (no replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ dear god please save my dad i need him back hes expecting like 12-15 years now in jail and hes addicted to meth and pot and hes living at rock bottom havent seen him in 2 years on christmas , god please take this tress and pain from me this isnt my burden to cary .im 15 and god i know ur working in his heart please god save my family and open eyes to the unseen ! please god hear my cry to you! i need yoyu now please hold me and tell me its ok cause only you can do that now! you have gave me a huge blessing with my great youth group and church to go to god thank you so much for that , i know you will save my family ,just please take this burden from my sholder cause i dont need it ~ im the oldest of 6 kids and i need my daddy back!:(]]></description>
            <dc:creator>me</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Thu, 19 Aug 2010 02:23:00 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,126,126#msg-126</guid>
            <title>guilt (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,126,126#msg-126</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ I have never tried a site like this. I am a firm beliver in GOD and I am active in my church. My past is something that I cannot get past. I know God has forgiven me and I have tried to firgure myself but it is hard and it weighs on my almost everyday. Ten yrs ago, i did something I was ashamed of and i embezzled some money.  Why I did it I do not know beside siding with the devil. I have been very forunate with jobs and now my last day of work will be Friday due to the company I work for closing. Now I am back to reliving what happened seeing how employers do not want to hire people like me. I am so afraid I will lose everything my house and dreams of doing what I always wanted to become. I have always been a single mother and I want the best for my son and I.  I know that i am not a bad person and I believe that people do deserve second chances right now I do not see any light at the end of the tunnel.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>witt</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2010 05:10:23 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,124,124#msg-124</guid>
            <title>Hard To Accept It's Over (1 reply)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ I need some advice. I am a young adult, and I am going through a breakup. I am having a hard time accepting that I have to move on and let go. Alex, my ex-boyfriend, and I are still friends(just friends), but I want to be friends with the hope that he falls back in-love with me and we get back together.  I am not sure if by Alex and I staying friends is helping me because I think that I am only giving myself false hope.  Also, regardless if Alex and I stay as friends or not I know I will suffer.  Being his friend hurts me because I want him to tell me he loves me and he doesn't so that makes me sad. And not being his friend hurts me because I can't hear his voice or see him. I have faith that God is walking with me through this difficult journey in my life. I just don't think I am strong enough to deal with this, or rather I don't know how to deal with this breakup anymore.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Carmen</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Fri, 30 Jul 2010 13:30:04 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>in need of a new job!!!! (no replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ please i ask for your prayers , i have been working for a commercial truck dealership for about 2 years, this business is dirty and so many things go on here i just don't want to do this anymore, i'm just tired of this because, i'm not that type of person, business has been bad do to the economy and the competition, and the manager is greedy trys to take money from the workers commessions, just please i need help in prayer i'm really struggling financly right now, i'm just glad God has helped me so far!!!! but please help me in prayer i really need to get out of here]]></description>
            <dc:creator>jose</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jul 2010 14:25:15 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>God deliver this young boy (1 reply)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ I am so weak from being overwhelmed. My brother is falsely accused for a crime he did not commit. All I am praying is let GOD DELIVER HIM and  the devil be put to shame.Please brethren pray for this young boy. Thnak you]]></description>
            <dc:creator>pat</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2010 16:26:19 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>going through a trial need prayer (no replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ im a believer of God his son and holy spirit , grew up in a christian home, but during my younger years i walked during the wrong path for a few years,and God brought me back to him, he changed my ways in a drastic way , i look back and i'm a different person  a better person,than i was before, and i was doing good, but than their was an obstacle that made me trip, an obstacle, that has affected me for many years, i have become weak, felt like giving up but i know God is their with me no matter what and i will never lose faith, but as a human being sometimes the enemy wants to put doubt, fustration, and a lot of weight on top of you making you feel weak andabout to faint, i still havn't given up and still will continue to believe and continue fighting, but God i reallly need you , you know my situation, you know my furture, just please help me get through this!!!!!! i leave everything in your hands this is something not in my control, im scared but in the end it's up to you and i know that]]></description>
            <dc:creator>jose</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Fri, 02 Jul 2010 08:06:47 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>Life with GOD (2 replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ Shalom brothers,<br />
<br />
My brothers, I would like to know what the Scriptures say about the death and what happen with your soul after that.<br />
Is it true that the saints and angels will teach the people who we not illuminated completely by the Light of Gospel?<br />
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<br />
Thank you.<br />
Dan]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Dan</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jun 2010 19:29:23 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>I Need Help (2 replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ I had an accident on May 11, 2010 , an f-150 truck hit my chevy blazer from behind leaving my car messed up and me in a crying mess. That week I had things to look forward to one being my Graduation from Community College, after that accident I was left with a weird feeling that nothing seemed important to me anymore as that of my life and the life of those that I love deeply. These past few days I have been feeling hopeless, sad, I do not understand why...it frightens me to think that one day one can be here and the next they can be gone. I guess that day made me realize that one should really examine their life and make the changes necessary to be happy with themselves and know that God will approve of the things being done by them. I just don't like this feeling that I have I want to be able to continue living my life in a peaceful way,  I can't stop thinking about death and what happens to one after they die I find myself crying everyday and I know it's not good for me or for my children to witness this...they ask me what is wrong and I can not even explain to them why I feel this way. Please give me some help I really want to be ok and can not see myself crying like this for the rest of my life just thinking about the same thing over and over again. Any form of advice will be greatly appreciated and if anyone has gone through this can they please tell me how they found meaning again! Thank you once again.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Esperanza</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Tue, 25 May 2010 13:26:22 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>God left me, all my circumstances say that:S (2 replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ i have a very bad luck , even all my friends say that, i dont really know, but i tried many things and many jobs in my life but unfortunately nothing works , i tried my own business , i tried to be employee and nothing succeded, i loved a girl and we stayed together 4 years and we couldn't get married because of money circumstances, we left each other 2 years ago and we r now just friends for her, i tried many time to be back to her but she rejected and told me it's over. i prayed to god 1 year and half to fix this subject and to get me back strongly to him and fix my career , but he didnt listen to me, she still rejecting me and she told me even if u were the last man on earth i will never marry u , i really needed this girl and i really needed to have god with me, i dont have any faith now :(]]></description>
            <dc:creator>M R</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Tue, 18 May 2010 21:28:34 -0500</pubDate>
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            <title>Re: Why Has God Left Me? (3 replies)</title>
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            <description><![CDATA[ I don't know what else to do, so I guess I will start here.  I Love the Lord with all my heart, I know that he is, and I know that I can hear from him.  I will share my problem, and pray that Wisdom will speak to me.  Here goes:  It seems that no matter where I go or what I do, I am never accepted.<br />
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 I attend my church, was licensed as a Minister, but I am never used.  Our Pastor was praying for all of the Ministers in our congregation, when she got to my husband and I, she told me to step behind my husband, she proceeded to tell him about his gifting and stepped to the next Minister, she never even prayed with me or for me.  She moved by the space as if I didn't even exist, she prayed for all of the other Ministers and continued with the service.  When I spoke to her, she said she thought she had prayed for me, but I should understand praying for my husband was praying for me.  <br />
   <br />
  We had one of our members who was very sick and the Pastor requested that we pray for him, when myself and another Minister stepped up to pray, she paraphrased her statement to us by saying, &quot;If you are not serious about prayer, don't pray.&quot;  <br />
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  We had a time when each Minister was to teach one session of Bible Class, I expressed to my husband I would be the last on to for this, he laughed at me and said no you won't,  I was the last one in December before our break for the holiday season.<br />
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     We, the Ministers of the church were asked to submit a brief of what we would like to do, I submitted a request for Intercessory Prayer, both Pastors acted as if they didn't receive the information, even though I sent it to them via email.  The picked two people from our former church, when they left, the picked a young lady who didn't even attend church much, after that, I spoke with my Pastor direct, told her my passion was prayer, she acknowledged it, said we would discuss it further.  The very next day, she announced another Minister over prayer.  Her statement to me was, she did not want to let anyone know the other Minister was going to be over prayer until she announced it to the church.<br />
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     My husband and I were Lead Servants over the Marriage Ministry, after much discussion between him and I we asked for a meeting with both of our Pastors, she asked if we could do a phone conference instead.  When we spoke to her, I asked her if she had ever seen the movie the Abyss, when she told me she had, but she didn't remember it, I told her why we had asked.  I told her, I believe God had showed me the marriages in our church on an cliff, and that if we were not careful they would fall into the Abyss.  She said to me, &quot;Marge, you can't take things you hear around or hear people talking about and express them openly.  I explained to her, that I/we didn't talk to people about their marriages or for that matter anything else because we have also instructed our members that sensitive issues should be discussed with Pastors.  Since that discussion almost 3 years ago, we have had at least 5 divorces in our church, and we only had about 8 marriages in total.  <br />
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     I have spent at least 5 years being judged for &quot;overshadowing&quot; my husband, but things I would say, outwardly were things we had spoken about and he himself would choose to have me speak it.  It got so bad until they would not even acknowledge me, but look over my head (man I am short) right into his face and discuss the matter with him.<br />
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     Now it seems like I am the outcast.  All I want is to be accepted and appreciated for the person I am, not the Minister, just the person.  It seems that loving God is not enough.  I feel like such an outcast, and I don't know what else to do.  Am I wrong for not wanting to go back there?  Let me also say in their defense, I am in no ways perfect, I have missed Bible Classes because of school, I have missed service because of my job and a few times I have missed just because I wanted to spend a little time with my husband and my family.<br />
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     Now I feel like I am worthless and forgotten about because I don't want to go back.  I feel like I have let God himself down, I feel like I must not have anything to offer God because if my Pastors don't see anything in me and if the Word says I will give you Pastors after my own heart, then what happened to me.<br />
 <br />
Thanks for reading this,]]></description>
            <dc:creator>WhenItHurts</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 17 May 2010 13:41:20 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,100,100#msg-100</guid>
            <title>Direction to know if I should look for a new job. (no replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,100,100#msg-100</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Hi Everyone.<br />
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I need prayer over my current job.  My supervisor came to me today to ask my opinion on a matter at work.  I expressed my opinion and stated my reasons for the opinion.  She didn't agree and then stated her opinion.  She then proceeded to get upset that I didn't agree with her.  I explained that we will probably never be in agreement, but if she wants it done a certain way, then I will do it that way.  I feel like that's not good enough for her.  I also believe that her motives for things are not always good.  She's constantly telling me and my coworker that if we encounter problems to bring them to her, but when that problem involves a close friend of hers in a different department, she quickly jumps on their 'side' of the situation and then spins the conversation to try and convince me and my coworker why it should be that way.  We are not fools, so the discussion ends up being more of our supervisor talking 'at' us instead of to us.  I feel like I am trapped.  I can't ignore her or refuse to provide opinions when asked, but I really don't want to be involved anymore.  I desperately want out of this company and to a company that appreciates hard work and openness.  Please pray for direction for me from the Lord as well as wisdom.  As I'm typing this, I'm being reminded by God that to answer a fool is folly!  Well...there you go. I guess I have my answer.  Thanks for your website.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Michelle</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Thu, 06 May 2010 17:17:38 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,94,94#msg-94</guid>
            <title>i dont no were im going or how 2 get to god (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,94,94#msg-94</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ im in need of pray.im not a good person and i am scared that god will hurt me when i die.I have tried so hard to be good but cant seem to get there no matter how much i try as a child my parents did not show love my mother drunk alot and died at 49 becuse of it.i dont get on with my father eneymore or brother and sister i feel so alone cant make friends becuse im to shy..i go to church for a while then give up becuse im not good enough to be there.sometime i drink alot to forget it but when i do other sin like anger hate lust knocks on my door i hate it but still keep doing.and feel bad.i am 41 now and i cant get out of this hell.have tried 2 end it or wont to end it but scared what god will do 2 me.please help i need god/jesus i wont love in my life i have had many people in church pray for me in the passed but i still feel no love for eney1 not even me]]></description>
            <dc:creator>wayne clarke</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sun, 04 Apr 2010 13:29:04 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,84,84#msg-84</guid>
            <title>help!! (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,84,84#msg-84</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ i am in a very difficult situation i guess this is the worst thing that i experiencing right now. I am afraid, scared and conffussed. I don't know what to do. help me]]></description>
            <dc:creator>coffused</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2010 05:24:35 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,83,83#msg-83</guid>
            <title>uncertain love (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,83,83#msg-83</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ hey all about a yr ago i had my heart break, and forgave him, but after that i decided i dont want to date again until i think i've found 'mr.right' . the relationship mainly didnt work becuz it was a distant one. now im going to thailand as an exchange student for 11months in august. so my goal is to not 'fall in love' and stay single until i got back then continue looking again. but of course recently i have fallin for someone even tho i didnt want to i cant help it. i dont want to try get closer but deep inside i know i want to. after the last time im scared of being in a distant relationship idk if i cud go through it again like last time. but my heart isnt listening to my thoughts.........its jus frusterating especaily since i dont think he likes me that way and he may be relocating to a new job and then id never see him. i guess i hate feeling a lost love before it even got the chance. i need guidence in wat to do next or wat to do and i fi shud jus leave him even tho i dont want to .....help please]]></description>
            <dc:creator>me</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2010 02:01:30 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,72,72#msg-72</guid>
            <title>Hurt and humiliated! (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,72,72#msg-72</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ First of all thanks for giving me the opportunity to express myself here!<br />
<br />
I was deeply in love with this guy that i started dating in June last year. He left me on Friday because he said he was never in love with me. Oh, GOD that hurts so much. I have no words to desctribe my pain! During all these months he made me believe that he loved me, and I loved him with all my heart.<br />
Please help me! Pray for me!! Help me sleep peacefully at night and forget this unworthy man!!!]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Ana</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jan 2010 02:34:12 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,71,71#msg-71</guid>
            <title>Whats happened to me? God i need you more than...!! (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,71,71#msg-71</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ I need help. I know it's my fault i've departed from God. I miss My Daddy sooo much. Hes my everything. I need Him more than the air i breath. please help me and pray for me. i need strength i need Jesus!! ughh:((<br />
I hate Satan and i don't want him to get to me. I love Jesus!!]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Nely</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jan 2010 02:31:03 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,69,69#msg-69</guid>
            <title>saving a marriage (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,69,69#msg-69</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ I cry to God to save my marriage.   Papers have been filed.  It is appearing an impossible task.   My heart aches and breaks each day to the point where I don't care about life.<br />
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Lord, unlike Job I am a sinner.  Please forgive me and save my marriage.  <br />
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I will keep those promises I made to you.  Please keep yours.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Richard</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Wed, 31 Mar 2010 16:30:48 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,66,66#msg-66</guid>
            <title>Need God's help to find employment!!! (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,66,66#msg-66</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Please pray that I find employment soon. I know that God's hears all prayers. Please pray for me and my family. In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. - AMEN.<br />
<br />
Carmen]]></description>
            <dc:creator>julien22</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jan 2010 02:12:29 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,63,63#msg-63</guid>
            <title>broken heart (7 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,63,63#msg-63</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Please pray for me. I was happy single. Just me and God. I always said I never wanted to marry. One day I realized I was putting limitations on God by having that kind of attitude. I wanted to fully trust him. I prayed for God to send me the perfect guy for me and HE DID! Just like that. But 3 months later he broke up with me saying he was not ready for a serious relationship. I was very much in love. I am sooo hurt. I'm tired of the waves of pain that come over me about this situation. I trusted God for him to send me someone who was right for me who would not hurt me and then I got hurt worse than I ever have. I don't understand.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Broken</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sun, 11 Jul 2010 02:07:32 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,60,60#msg-60</guid>
            <title>please. (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,60,60#msg-60</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ its 5 o clock in the morning and ive been thinking alot lately<br />
im occasionally good with my parents, but as of right now im currently not<br />
due to my partying alot, which my way to escape <br />
this drug meth has taken over me, which i occasionally do<br />
and i find myself craving it allllllllll the time<br />
i just turned 18 and have so much stress put on me and even have the credit companies on my ass but its not like i have money either<br />
and i dont know what to do anymore, i find myself being very depressed and passive about it<br />
dont know who to turn to, because i am ashamed of myself<br />
and always finding myself turning to negative surroundings to escape my dilemas yet they always seem to flow me wherever i go<br />
i miss my brother so much, whom has died, 2 years ago.and ever since then it hasnt been the same for me<br />
and im so ashamed of the fact that i didnt graduate and will probably still be in highschool for 2 more years, and im currently failing<br />
almost every course due to my lack of motivation and interest.<br />
its hard to turn to someone, my friends tell me to stop dueing drugs but i never take it in<br />
they dont know how i really feel deep down inside, and i always put on a front for them.<br />
so its not like i can turn to them.<br />
im scared that i might do something really stupid<br />
but i really dont know what to do]]></description>
            <dc:creator>ashamed</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2010 11:31:54 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,59,59#msg-59</guid>
            <title>desperate teen (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,59,59#msg-59</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ god i need your help please.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>anoymous</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2010 12:44:59 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,55,55#msg-55</guid>
            <title>my life (2 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,55,55#msg-55</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ i have ceased to see the light in the world.... wvweywhere i look darkness seems to be closing in on me..... i just dont no wat to do... hu do i turn to in my darkest hour]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Frank Owusu</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Wed, 10 Mar 2010 11:28:55 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,54,54#msg-54</guid>
            <title>Re: Please Pray For Me. (5 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,54,54#msg-54</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ HALLO THERE<br />
<br />
I don't really want to state my name...  I have recently been diagnosed with an illness...  Not being close to family, I am very scared and am so alone that I cannot describe it...  It feels as if no one understands...  I used to have a very firm relationship with God and I therore know that He remains in control and the same....  I am the one who has fallen away from Him...  yet, I cannot help but to feel depressed and lonely al the time and to be unable to connect with Him.<br />
<br />
Please pray for me.  I am scared of the realities facing me, I am scared of my thoughts, I hate who I have become.  I miss God.  I miss who I used to be.  I miss soooo much.<br />
<br />
regards,]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Anon.</dc:creator>
            <category>Needing Prayer</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jan 2010 02:14:39 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,40,40#msg-40</guid>
            <title>Where is He? (4 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,40,40#msg-40</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ two weeks ago i was attacked by a man at my school and since then my friends and loved ones have abandoned me. Everything has gone wrong. i searched and searched for the light but i failed in finding it. where is God in this? i dont live a life of sin, i try to love everyone around me, so i dont understand why he has abandoned me. what did i do wrong?]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Erin</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Sat, 28 Nov 2009 13:00:17 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,37,37#msg-37</guid>
            <title>I think God left me too (3 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,37,37#msg-37</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Hello,<br />
<br />
My story is a little different.<br />
My name is meric and i'm from turkey.As you know turkey is an islamic country full of preassure and there are a lot of violence in the family,underastimated women and i am one of the unlucky ones.But ever since i was a little girl i had a hard time to believe that their god sent a book to thought the men how to beat their wives.So i lost my faith when i was 15.I had drinking problems,i was smoking and really heavy psycological problems.My beloved father always blamed me for not being a son,for not being good enough but i just wish he wouldn't let everyone to see this.And on the top of his hate i saw dream.I was in a pub,drinking(as always),people doing drugs,litteraly having sex in public,everywhere was dark i could barely see.Suddenly a man came in with brightness and gave me his hand he exactly said &quot;hold my hand and let's get out of here,come with me.&quot;<br />
I held his hand and i woke up.Of course i was clever enough to guess who that man could be so i started to do some research about Lord Jesus Christ.I realized that he wanted to save me.After i read The Bible,i regained my faith and invited The Lord back in my life.I was happier than ever.I tried to talk to my family about my faith but i didn't want to face the consequences.Everything i did,everything i said felt right i was feeling i was doing the right thing this time.<br />
But since 2 months i lost my joy and i feel like he's not here for me anymore.Ok i have to be honest,my grandma died 2 months ago and i blamed him for it.But everything was going so perfect i quit drinking,smoking and for those who doesn't know;it's really hard to quit.I was going great and i felt like he was sabotaging me i felt like he didn't want me to succeed.I sometimes look up above and i say &quot;God why did you left me?Please give me a sign,make me understand that you have not abandonned me.&quot;<br />
I turned 17 today.In our family birthdays are not really important.In my case it's an anniversary of a mistake so...<br />
And with a childish excitement i asked for a sign as a birthday present.I wanted him to tell me he is and he will always be there for me and i wanted to make a peace with him.It's 10:10 pm in turkish clock right now and today was a complete disaster.I at least expected my birthday to be less horrible thatn the other days if you know what i mean.I want him next to me when i upset-like now- but he's not here.And obviously i get the message.He doesn't love me anymore.But i need him and i can't live without him.I feel terribly lost and life doesn't mean anything anymore.I can't possibly describe how i feel.Please Somebody help me.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Mericm</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:08:32 -0600</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,26,26#msg-26</guid>
            <title>Why Has God Left Me? (14 replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,26,26#msg-26</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ In the last several months, almost everything important to me has been taken away, and I have been in a deep depression. I know that when you're depressed, that's the time you should be calling on God to help you. But most of the time I feel like God isn't there. I used to be so strong in my faith - I just wonder why God is punishing me by taking so much away from me??? How can a so-called kind and just God do this to me?]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Depressed</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2010 21:26:58 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,25,25#msg-25</guid>
            <title>Death of a Child (no replies)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,25,25#msg-25</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Here is alittle something to think about from Sundhar Singh:<br />
<br />
A little child died of pneumonia, and a party of angels came to conduct his soul to the world of spirits. I wish that his mother could have seen that wonderful sight, then, instead of weeping, she would have sung with joy, for the angels take care of the little ones with a care and a love that no mother ever could show. I heard one of the angels say to another, &quot;See how this child's mother weeps over this short and temporary separation! In a very few years she will be happy again with her child.&quot; Then the angels took the child's soul to that beautiful and light-filled part of heaven, which is set apart for children, where they care for them, and teach them in all heavenly wisdom, until gradually the little ones become like the angels.<br />
<br />
After some time this child's mother also died, and her child, who had now become like the angels, came with other angels to welcome the soul of his mother. When he said to her, &quot;Mother, do you not know me? I am your son Theodore,&quot; the mother's heart was flooded with joy, and when they embraced one another their tears of joy fell like flowers. It was a touching sight! Then as they walked along together he kept on pointing out, and explaining to her the things around them, and during the time appointed for her stay in the intermediate state, he remained with her, and, when the period necessary for instruction in that world was completed he took her with him to the higher sphere where he himself dwelt.<br />
<br />
There, on all sides, were wonderful and joyous surroundings, and unnumbered souls of men were there, who in the world had borne all kinds of suffering for the sake of Christ, and in the end had been raised to this Glorious place of honor. All around were matchless and exceedingly beautiful mountains, springs &amp; landscapes, &amp; in the gardens was abundance of all kinds of sweet fruits &amp; beautiful flowers. Everything the heart could desire was there. Then he said to his mother, &quot;In the World, which is the dim reflection of this real world, our dear ones are grieving over us, but, tell me, is this death, or the real life for which every heart yearns?&quot; The mother said, &quot;Son. This is the true life. If I had known in the world the whole truth about heaven, I would never have grieved over your death. What a pity it is those in the world are so blind! In spite of the fact that Christ has explained quite clearly about this state of glory, and that the Gospels again and again tell of this eternal kingdom of the Father, yet, not only ignorant people, but many enlightened believers as well, still remain altogether unaware of its glory. May God grant that all may enter into the abiding joy of this place!&quot;]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Pastor Dave</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 18:23:35 -0500</pubDate>
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            <guid>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,23,23#msg-23</guid>
            <title>Where do you go after your die? (1 reply)</title>
            <link>http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,23,23#msg-23</link>
            <description><![CDATA[ Christians can boldly state they will go to heaven, but what is heaven? In heaven will you have a body, as we do on earth and if so, will you appear as you did on earth? And if you do appear as you did on earth, at what age will you be? Some die as infants, others as youngsters, teens, young adults and all ages, up to 100+ how will you look? Imagine seeing your grandparents as young adults and you being a young adult!<br />
<br />
And, is heaven our next stop after death? Or, if your don't believe in heaven, what, if anything is next after death?<br />
<br />
Please use your words and imagination and while one belief and another may be totally opposite, this is one subject no one truly has a clear answer, so please do not condemn anyone for their belief or idea.]]></description>
            <dc:creator>Frank</dc:creator>
            <category>General Discussions</category>
            <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 18:08:58 -0500</pubDate>
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