Welcome to our forum. http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/index.php Sat, 19 May 2012 22:28:34 -0500 Phorum 5.2.13 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,390,390#msg-390 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,390,390#msg-390 Christine Needing Prayer Fri, 11 May 2012 12:40:05 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,388,388#msg-388 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,388,388#msg-388
now i dont know what i do with my life
i feel alone
i feel totally a loser
i just need pray]]> carla Needing Prayer Wed, 09 May 2012 22:58:58 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,386,386#msg-386 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,386,386#msg-386 Dee Needing Prayer Mon, 07 May 2012 11:04:49 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,381,381#msg-381 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,381,381#msg-381 I have'nt been able to pay for any of my bills in the past two month and is going on third. right now i have no peace of mind things are getting worse by the day. I lost my ways of doing things. the one time strong minded soldier is now a failer at everything he does. I really need some guideance. i need this bussiness to work so i can provide for my family. Please someone hepl me.]]> eliassigns Needing Prayer Mon, 07 May 2012 04:45:24 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,376,376#msg-376 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,376,376#msg-376 I really don't know where to begin. I've been in a relationship for 3yrs and since that time we have been living together; we are not married. This past week we received an eviction notice so we started packing our belongings and decided to move back in with our parents. (both in our 20's) This is extremely hard for us, I feel like a failure!! I really don't want to go back to my moms and on top of all this we get into a huge argument and he said he needs SPACE!! So.. I have no man and no home. The worse thing about all of this is...... I was not ready for a relationship when I met him but I've fallen deeply in love with him and I feel so much guilt for all the pain I've caused him since we've been together. Here's a little back ground information on me, when I was 17 I was rapped by someone I thought was a friend. I ended up leaving high school my 11th grade year and I haven't obtained my GED/Diploma yet (Failure) I didn't have anyone to talk to about the rape after telling my mom she simply said "I'm sorry you went through that but you should have never been at his house" that hurt but I moved on I guess. almost a year later I met this guy and we began dating, I was with him for 5yrs however early on in the relationship I found out that he was friends (really good friends) with my rapist. We spoke about the situation and he apologized for his friends actions but said he doesn't understand this because his friend isn't like that. I put that comment behind me and moved on with the relationship. He never really had contact with his friend after that so I decided to stay; shortly after we broke up and I immediately started looking for another man after crying constantly about my ex and realizing that he didn't want me. I met someone else and we tried a relationship for about a month but that didn't work out, we ended up being friends for a few years and then I met my current ex that needs SPACE!! initially he was a great man!! very sweet, caring and loving early on in our relationship. All that changed after he caught me talking to the "Month old ex" we would chat through text and Mr. Space!! hated that (It was wrong of me) me and Mr. SPACE!! moved in together after about a month of dating, I knew this was moving to fast but I went along with it. The ex of 5yrs called me and again I was :S I told Mr. Space that I don't know what to do. That along with all my other issues pushed him to the limit!! Arguments got worse, we started hitting each other and now he's finally done! I didn't want to post this but I need prayer!! Please pray for the both of us.

Thank You]]> CJ Needing Prayer Fri, 27 Apr 2012 16:52:36 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,370,370#msg-370 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,370,370#msg-370 I believed because I have children, and am aware I did not give them life.
I learned, if I used the hands and mind God gave me, many things could happen.
Thank You God, Thank You God, Thank You God...was repeated often, daily.

As time went by, My Dad grew older. I noticed some of my friends parents were different. Demanded attention, gratitude, offered money, and belongings if the children would "Do For Them". The phrase...I Gave You Life...was said over and over...Wills, about LifeAfterDeath...

My Dad, was always on the other end of a phone call. I heard him clearly. His advice was straight forward exacts and specifics. I felt his love every day. In obvious ways. Nothing invisible. Never a doubt or a question about his love or want for life to be good for me.

When my hands no longer worked, I asked God for help. Nothing changed. I didn't hear his voice. I didn't see any actions. I was told, is His Plan. What happens to me, is all part of HisPlan. I will, if I accept that, rejoice in that, after I die, I will get to be with Him. Until then, all suffering has a Purpose, even if when we ask what it is, isn't answered.

Many parents say, Do What I Say, Even If You Don't Understand Why. Other parents examplify, By BeingWonderful, in obvious ways.
I'm having a serious decline of Faith because TheGod I am supposed to accept isn't as kind, and gentle as my Dad is.
Many parents, my Dad being one of them, explained things. So I'd understand. He never hit me, or caused me pain ForMyOwnGood...So I'd Learn..........he would have put himself in front of a bullet for me.
Why won't God protect us that way? My dad didn't fire the bullet, the FreeWillOfAnotherDid...BUT, My Dad would give HisLife For Me.
I am told Jesus Gave His Life For Me. For My Sins. God KNEW, as a daughter of Eve I would sin? God Created me, WHY would what Eve did be passed onto me by an AllKnowing, All Loving God? If He gave me life, centuries after TheAppleIncident, why did he make me BornASinner?
My dad just wants me safe, and happy. No Restrictions. No Promises of If You Are Good...Santa Will Bring...
I was raised Here and Now by parents who would GIVE, and not demand. If I cry, they hand me a tissue. I can SEE the love and concern on their faces.
I want God to hear me. I want The Comfort of KNOWING he has. BlindFaith, BlindBelief is no longer working for me. I am the opposite of a FoxHoleFinderOfGod.
I believed all my life. Simply had Faith. When problems showed up, I used the hands I Thanked Him for, the Mind I gave Him credit for, and did what needed to be done to fix things.
Practical Solutions I now wonder if were merely me. Just DOING.
I was fine until I found myself in TheFoxHole. I cried out to Him.
Nothing. Just Nothing.
I am becoming a FoxHoleAtheist.
I gave Credit To God when we worked hard. Now when I need for me, The God I Always Believed In, Is Silent.
I don't need more faith. I need concrete.
Those that say, we will GetIt when we die, why do those that make money saying they were there only bring back messages that say is pretty, happy...but no answers past Cause God says so...]]> Please Explain General Discussions Tue, 17 Apr 2012 05:44:31 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,364,364#msg-364 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,364,364#msg-364
I know that we as Father Gods children are never alone, but how does one overcome the longing for the touch, voice, scent, laughter and so on of the one who made us a complete person , it was God Himself who glued us together, my soul is in agony, my heart is in a million pieces and I have asked Him to help me find all the pieces cos I can't.

Please pray for His Holy Spirit to grant me wisdom and understanding, and patience to go through this dark valley, I know that there is a light at the end and I know that Yeshua is carrying me, there are only one set of prints.

Thank you for your compassion and Kindness.

Chrissie.]]> chrissie Needing Prayer Thu, 12 Apr 2012 07:18:08 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,359,359#msg-359 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,359,359#msg-359
Im confused about a few things and am looking for an answer. I have been married and divorced and have had a chance to have "my time" since then. However, I began to realize that that wasnt the lifestyle I wanted and began to spend time with God and consistently pray to God for the person that I wanted to be my wife. I was very specific in my prayers and God sent someone that matched what I was looking for almost to a T. However, there were a few signs that I saw that i was concerned about but I guess I was still focused on the things that matched what my prayers were. My question is why would God send what I asked for knowing what I wanted and stood in faith. I thought that it was written that ask in faith and ye shall receive. I cant figure it out. I know that she was sent by God but i dont know why this is so hard.]]> Confused General Discussions Tue, 10 Apr 2012 03:52:54 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,352,352#msg-352 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,352,352#msg-352 David H. Needing Prayer Wed, 04 Apr 2012 17:51:31 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,351,351#msg-351 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,351,351#msg-351
I sometimes wonder when I will be out of this mess. I am supposed to be earning well but all my income just goes to my monthly obligations. Now I have reached the point where I really can't manage my obligations anymore.

I feel so low. My other friends are doing very well, and here I am, drowning.

Please pray for me, so that God might notice me and grant me the the grace that I sometimes miss having. I have lost my faith once, because I thought that if I no longer pray I wouldn't feel too bad if I don't get any help, but somebody started pushing me to hear mass again so I am inching my way back. But it's just been very tough lately. And this month is especially tough because I dont know where I can get the money that i need to settle my obligations. So please pray for me so that i can have the strength to go on and deal with this.

Thank you in advance. I wish and pray for good life for all of you.]]> CM Needing Prayer Tue, 27 Mar 2012 07:28:49 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,349,349#msg-349 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,349,349#msg-349
I currently started 'seeing' a guy a few months ago. He'd been my friend for 3 years prior, but we only recently got more ---intimate. He's a very devout Christian, as is his family. I suppose though, with me in his life, he begun to drift away from Christ. I had only recently started my own spiritual journey at the time and we both drifted far from what we believed in and valued. We got dangerously intimate for our age. Especially considering that there was nothing real that could come of what we felt. It got to the point where we both decided that it would be best for us to end our relationship altogether. We didn't start our relationship on solid ground. It was initially built on lies and secrecy and really, on lust. So, now we find ourselves facing six months of total isolation. We can't text, call, facebook, email, anything. I will not know what's going on in his life, nor will he mine. I'd like to start over with him. Start new. Begin a relationship founded and supported by God. It's just really hard for me. This separation is really taking a toll on me, emotionally, and I find myself breaking down each night and crying endlessly. It's painful and new and I don't know what to do. I pray for myself and for Ty (the guy), but I don't think we can do it on our own. I'd really appreciate any prayers we can get, just that we might find peace in Him and that we may be open to receive His word and that we may see what He has planned for us.

I also just need some guidance. I really don't know what to do in terms of this spiritual journey of mine. I no longer have anyone to guide me, to help me reflect on what I learn and discover or the problems that I face. I can't go to any one in my church because my parents don't support this. I'm learning on my own, blindly, and it's hard. There's so much that I don't understand and I am scared by (yes, the things that I read in the Bible truly scare me.) I do what I think I can; pray each night, read my bible, try to live by what it says. But I'm still confused and overwhelmed and I don't know what to do anymore. This world is a lot bigger than I ever realized and there's more to it than I imagined. I just need some help.

Thanks :S I think this all seems a bit silly of me, a bit... whiny... But at this point, life is really collapsing. There's a lot more going on than I can explain. I just need some guidance.]]> Lost Needing Prayer Wed, 04 Apr 2012 15:58:58 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,347,347#msg-347 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,347,347#msg-347 Everett Needing Prayer Sat, 10 Mar 2012 02:59:57 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,336,336#msg-336 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,336,336#msg-336 Jj]]> Jo Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Mar 2012 12:53:44 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,332,332#msg-332 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,332,332#msg-332 sicy0122 Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Mar 2012 13:02:47 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,330,330#msg-330 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,330,330#msg-330 Bells Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Mar 2012 13:03:56 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,329,329#msg-329 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,329,329#msg-329
So please I ask that you pray for me to get over this. and for him to guide him in this decision going forward.]]> Amelda Needing Prayer Wed, 25 Apr 2012 04:18:35 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,328,328#msg-328 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,328,328#msg-328 Sidu Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Mar 2012 13:10:59 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,327,327#msg-327 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,327,327#msg-327 Jim Needing Prayer Sun, 11 Mar 2012 22:09:45 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,314,314#msg-314 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,314,314#msg-314 Tommy General Discussions Thu, 22 Dec 2011 15:33:09 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,313,313#msg-313 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,313,313#msg-313
My roomie and I are not on the same page at all. The sad part is that he is my pastors son from PA. So I thought things would be perfect. Boy was I wrong. All I want for Christmas is to get out of this apartment and into my own place. God please HELP ME. I could use all the prayer I can get right now.]]> Bryan Needing Prayer Thu, 22 Dec 2011 15:27:16 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,307,307#msg-307 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,307,307#msg-307 Becke Needing Prayer Sat, 10 Dec 2011 10:36:08 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,300,300#msg-300 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,300,300#msg-300 annie General Discussions Sat, 07 Jan 2012 05:00:12 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,299,299#msg-299 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,299,299#msg-299 it is just because GOD is thinking of you (remember JOB)
He see's you and hears you too
He knows what you are going trough
Just keep praying to Him and Jezus and NEVER let satan take you of the road to his glory
Remember Satan is wiser than all us,
Notice how he Subliminaly changed the world and made it worse, i.e money, drugs, alcohol, and yes even things that we might think is good i.e. medical technology which helps raising doubtfull questions about GOD, and put doctors most of the time first
and then prayers ,
Also how Satan made our world so busy with daily tasks i.e. schools, jobs, so we don't have time for GOD
we might think only sunday is sufficient but it is not.
thus we need GOD's help, and without the bible and or daily prayer we won't have a chance against Satan
Notice many bad things happening to good people and bad people doing bad things nothing happening to then UNLESS they are
a GOD's child and GOD makes them fall on their knee's.
This live is very short and we should dedicate our lives completely to GOD, with prayers and helping other people in need and also
make a non believer a believer.
This is my opinion]]> Ray Visser Needing Prayer Fri, 02 Dec 2011 17:49:28 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,289,289#msg-289 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,289,289#msg-289 A Mother General Discussions Fri, 13 Apr 2012 15:28:50 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,288,288#msg-288 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,288,288#msg-288 I am really sad, I have no crime record before, I don’t know how to face the society and my parents, they may feel disappoint on me. And god may dislike me and abandoned me, and I feel like I deserve it.]]> iibbmm Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Dec 2011 06:07:35 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,287,287#msg-287 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,287,287#msg-287 I am really sad, I have no crime record before, I don’t know how to face the society and my parents, they may feel disappoint on me. And god may dislike me and abandoned me, and I feel like I deserve it.]]> iibbmm Needing Prayer Sun, 27 Nov 2011 04:09:57 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,285,285#msg-285 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?2,285,285#msg-285
Currently, I am going through so much stress and frustration because people have called me out and shamed and embarrassed me in front of many groups of people. Although I know I am guilty, I do not have the courage to go back out and be that self-confident person who I was to be. I hesitate to act and most importantly, I am very quiet around them. I do not open up because I am scared to do so. I just want to know how I can get a hold of Jesus? I am silently at war with the world and even at myself at times...I pray for Jesus and His hand. I really need His love and His comfort. I just want time alone and hope that you guys could help me with this.

Thanks!]]> Weary General Discussions Fri, 25 Nov 2011 07:56:05 -0600 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,276,276#msg-276 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,276,276#msg-276
The past few months have been very hard for my family and me. We recently have a new five month old baby girl who is amazing. My husband and I have been struggling for quite some time, mostly by my doing. I'm not proud of the things I've said and done with my life, but I trust that God has forgiven me and I'm making steps everyday to be obedient to Him and wait for His plan. Some days I seem okay. Others I seem devastated. I don't know how to let some things go. I don't know how to move forward. I've been so impulsive in the past and done very stupid things. Now, I'm scared to move and I'm waiting for him. I'm waiting for healing. I'm waiting for hope. I don't know what else to do with my life. I'm lost and broken. I don't know what I need anymore, but I know what I want. Some of it aligns with God and some of it doesn't. I don't know how to leave behind the parts that don't. As a friend of mine said, I'm so hung up on the righteousness that I'm failing to see His grace. I really don't know what else to do. Please pray for me. Please.]]> lnstanley Needing Prayer Sun, 30 Oct 2011 05:31:31 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,267,267#msg-267 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,267,267#msg-267 Ann Needing Prayer Tue, 25 Oct 2011 06:33:03 -0500 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,260,260#msg-260 http://brethrenofmessiah.com/forum/read.php?3,260,260#msg-260
I just want someone to pray on my behalf in the hope that it will keep me going untiol something gives, one way or the other.
I'm very scared right now.]]> Matthew Needing Prayer Thu, 01 Mar 2012 13:01:42 -0600